as the pictures speak i listen!: 2009

Saturday, June 6, 2009

if you look deep enough,you will soon see the true beauty of the daylight (;

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

true friends stick by your side nomatter how big a mistake you get in =)

matty!

everyone can always count on you!

Friday, March 20, 2009

this is my boyfriend!

Mrs.McGuire had to approve of him and he got a lil scarred !

hehehe!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

life isnt about finding yourself..
its about making yourself.
=)

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

the finding...

to be found is what everyone wants,
too look around and say,
where am I?
why am I here?
how did I get here?
are the questions that led us all,
to find ourselves.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

somethings might get old...but sometimes thats the only way they could be young again.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Act like its all okay.
Dont worry it will all go away.
Hopeless you are,
fearless your not.
Confused,misunderstood.
Everyting changed,
while everything hurts.
You lie awake.
Waiting to break.
Tears.
Down your cheak
running like springs...

Running away.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

miss you................to nick

you know i do.
i always will.
untill the day,
you go away.

you'll always be near.

away you are.
here i stay.
thoose three words
"i miss you"
are all i can say.

Another Day

each day
is another day.
pulled away frome hope.
filled with dought.
ANGRY.
most of the time,
felling alone.
"i dontknow"
is all you can say.
maybe tomorrow
will be another day.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

being unique!

Friday, February 13, 2009

never leaving...

my HEART screams to be REMEMBERD
my HEAD achs to be KNOWN
my MOUTH keeps shut to be HEARD
my HANDS keep still to be FREE!!

new life...

cry,cry,cry
i cried,
alone in a room so cold and new
stuck in the shadows of past
scarred to see the future.
restless i am,
feeling this conspire against me
again and again
repeating its self it is,
waiting to to tare into my brain,
breathiing softly into my ear,
whispering...
"tears are the words the heart cant explain"

Thursday, February 12, 2009

little things with big meanings..well to me!

make a wish!

keep moving...one foot at a time.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

my baby!!!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

imagine the impossibe being possible.

Monday, January 19, 2009

enjoy the life you live,dont regret....you never know when something extrem will be placed in front of you!

Friday, January 16, 2009

alone...

its much easier to place yourselve in darkness then it is to put your self in light...

the three L's

looking through something you never thought you could look through

choose the road less traveled on

-robert frost

my car...

what the world as come down too!

trying to find your spot in the world!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

the past

never let the past interfear with your future.

the open door

Theres always a door waiting to be open.

There just needs to be someone there to push it open!

freedom!

Freedom,
such a fun way to live.
but too forget,
and to remember
the life we live
and the life we
dont live.
There will always be
the word
freedom!

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

its not about being alone its about letting others in and letting them hear you!

focus on whats infront of you and not whats behind you...

dont be affraid of who you are be afraid of who you will become...

be free whille you have the chance!

the mouth moves but the eyes speak!

Monday, January 5, 2009

you cant hold on to something you never had!

everyday is a ridding road...

to feel alive sometimes you have to feel dead...

Dont sing somebody elses song,wright your own!

let the past be the past and let the past stay in the past!

looking into a mirrior reflects who you are physicaly...but the thing that matters most is who you are mentaly.

PARAMORE!

Maybe if my heart stops beating It won't hurt this much And never will I have to answer again to anyone...Please don't get me wrong...BecauseI'll never let this go,But I can't find the words to tell you I don't wanna be alone,But now I feel like I don't know you, oh One day you'll get sick of saying that everything's all right...And by then, I'm sure I'll be pretending, just like I am tonight Please don't get me wrong...Because I'll never let this go But I can't find the words to tell you I don't wanna be alone,But now I feel like I don't know you Let this go, let this go But I'll never let this go.But I can't find the words to tell you.I don't wanna be alone, but now I feel like I don't know youAnd I'll never let this go But I can't find the words to tell you, but now I feel like I don't know you

WHEN IT RAINS

And when it rains
On this side of town it touches everything
Just say it again and mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bedAt the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not the reason
You don't see the sun anymore
And oh, oh, how could you do it?Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
And when it rains
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And you'll sleep 'til May and you'll say
That you don't want to see the sun anymore
And oh, oh, how could you do it?Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
Take your timeTake my timeTake these chances to turn it around(Take your time)
Just take these chances, we'll make it somehowAnd take these chances to turn it around(Take my)
Just turn it around
And oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh I need an endingSo why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
You can take your timeTake my time

scars-------papa roach

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care to much
And my scars remind me, that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel.
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed that you came around why don't you just go home? Cause I channeled all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is...
{chorus} I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shoulda never come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life [Chorus x2]

pink

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning' Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home Ahhhh-Ahhh, the sun is blinding I stayed up again Oh, I'm finding That's not the way I want my story to end -I'm safe up high, Nothing can touch me,Why do I feel this party's over? No pain insideYou're my protection,But how do I feel this good sober?- I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence.. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that we had that conversation' Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use? Ahhhh-Ahhh, the night is calling And it whispers to me softly, "come play"I am fallingAnd if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame -I'm safe up high, Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over?No pain insideYou're like perfection But how do I feel this good sober?-Comin' down, comin' down, comin' down,Spinnin' round, spinnin' round, spinnin' roundLooking for myself,SoberComin' down, comin' down, comin' down,Spinnin' round, spinnin' round, spinnin' roundLooking for myself,Sober When it's good, then it's good It's all good 'till it goes bad'Till you try to find the you that you once hadI have heard myself cry, never again! Broken down in agony Just trying to find a friend Ohhh Whoahhh -I'm safe up high, Nothing can touch me,Why do I feel this party's over?Whoahhh No pain insideYou're like perfection,But how do I feel this good sober?-Whoahhh -I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me Why do I feel this party's over?Why do I feel this party's over?Whoahhh No pain inside, you're like perfection But how do I feel this good sober?Why do I feel this party's over?Will I ever feel this good sober? -

linkin park

I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen' Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here? So if you're asking me I wwant you to know-When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest-Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shed but I'm me I'm strong on the surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking meI want you to know-When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind someReasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest-Forgetting all the hurt insideYou've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come And save me from myself I can't be who you are -When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest-Forgetting all the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can comeAnd save me from myself I can't be who you are I can't be who you are...

talor swift

Say your sorry That face of an angel comes out Just when you need it to As I pace back and forth all this time' Cause I honestly believed in you Holdin' on The days drag on Stupid girl,I should've known I should've known (Chorus) That I'm not a princess This ain't a fairytale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood This is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let me down Now it's too late for you and your white horse To come around Maybe I was naive Got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance My mistake I didn't know to be in loveYou had to fight to have the upper hand I had so many dreams about you and me Happy endings, Now I know (Chorus) That I'm not a princess This ain't a fairytale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood This is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let me down Now it's too late for you and your white horse To come around -And there you are on your knees Beggin' for forgivness Beggin' for me Just like I always wanted but I'm soo sorry.....-That I'm not your princess This ain't a fairytale I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually Treat me well This is a big world That was a small town There in my rear view mirror dissapearin' now,Now it's too late for you and your white horse Now it's too late for you and your white horse To catch me now.....Whoa ohhh ohhh ohhh oh Try and catch me nowOhhhIt's too late.....

HOOBASTANK

I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar.Been gone so many days, I’m losing count.When I think of home, I see your face.I know I have to wait…So close, yet so farIt’s tearing me apart What I would do to be there with you So close yet so far It’s tearing me apart What I would do to be back with you I miss hearing your laughter And all the little things Forgotten what it’s like to hold you Cause where I am right now so unforgiving It’s numbing everything So close, yet so farIt’s tearing me apart What I would do to be there with you So close yet so far It’s tearing me apart What I would do to be back with you So promise No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you You’ll wait for me.I Promise No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for you Just wait and seeI miss being at home I miss your face Don’t think I can wait...We’re So close, yet so far It’s tearing me apart What I would do to be there with you So close yet so farIt’s tearing me apart What I would do to be back with you I promise,It’s tearing me apart No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for youI promise Its tearing me apart What I would do-What I would do-What I would do to be there with you

THE FRAY

I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad Where the West was all but won All alone, smoking his last cigarette I said, "Where you been?" He said, "Ask anything"Where were you when everything was falling apart?All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang And all I needed was a call that never came To the corner of 1st and Amistad Lost and insecure, you found me, you found meLying on the floor surrounded, surrounded Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?Just a little late, you found me, you found me But in the end everyone ends up alone Losing her, the only one who's ever known Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna be No way to know how long she will be next to me Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?Just a little late, you found me, you found me!The early morning, the city breaks And I've been calling for years and years and years and years And you never left me no messages You never sent me no letters You got some kind of nerve taking all I want!Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me Lying on the floor, where were you? Where were you?Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?Just a little late, you found me, you found me!Why'd you have to wait to find me, to find me?

IM NO ANGEL BUT I CAN MAKE YOU SMILE

Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside
Sometimes I'm sad about everything
Sometimes I'm mad and break some things
Sorry times 10 but you just got in the way
Don't give up now running awayI won't hurt you sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like cryingLaying down and dyingThat's when I need you
Laughing's always easy, but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave meThat's when I feel emotional[fade]
You say I'm just impossibleTotally unpredictable
I'm just a girl get use to itNo big deal
You can't change me why would you try?
I'm no angel but I can make you smile
And that's the way it isThat's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like cryingLaying down and dyingThat's when I need youLaughing's always easy but,
sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional
Don't give up
I won't hurt you Oh,
sometimes I'm just a painAnd that's the way it isThat's just the way I am
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel oh yeah
That's when I need youSometimes I get emotional[fade]
That's just the way I amSometimes I feel like cryingLaying down and dying
That's when I need youLaughing's always easy but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional